EEEEEPP XD

Okay so nothing to interesting has happened today. Tomorrow I have westernaires and I am SUPER excited. especially since I got my Trick Saddle for christmas so I get to use it tomorrow!! and then after that my friends Maddi and Liz are coming over to celebrate NEW YEARS woop gonna party it up :D lol jk we'll probably be bored :P

Anyways, here's the point of this post. I was talking to one of my best friends Hallie about my crush (her brother) LMAO XD anyways, and I asked her what she thought about it and then she said, well "There is always a chance, and last week he asked if you likes him" and  was like OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG but of course to her I kind of barely said anything...lol I honestly think that's a big deal ^_^ butterflies. hehe <3

The song Hurt by Christina Aguilera has been stuck in my head, all day >.<

Jared Barnes

So, nothing has happened today. I went to a movie with Sarah and my "mother" Hallie <3 We saw Chipwrecked. It was awesome! haha XD

So their is this guy right?? His name is Jared, he's one of my good friends' brothers. He really doesn't know i exist but he's really, really, cute! and I would really like to try and make him notice me, any suggestions? He's the perfect guy I swear to god.! So yupp, haha that's pretty much all I got.

Love you guys! <3

And again, another little quote (this one's mine :D)
He's got my heart locked in those baby blue eyes <3

I'm really not that attractive...

I kinda noticed that Sarah's...like perfect. I have pretty high self esteem just cause people tell me often that i'm

beautiful and blah blah :P so I believe it... but sarah's got like, perfect skin. She doesn't have to watch what she eats or have to wash her face 24/7 to keep from a break out. And she's got a really nice body, it's just not fair 

-_- I love her alot but it's like, really? grr. I hate my skin, I do everything I can to keep my skin from breaking out and no matter what I do I just have really gross greasy skin :/ and I mean, litterally, >.< 

But on another note I basically told Zack last night if him and caitlyn break up and then he tries to do anything with me he can go fuck himself.

I'm seriously done chasing guys and having to do all the god damn work! If they want me they can come after me. I'm done trying so god damn hard if it's gonna get me no where.

Another little quote :P

Looking at that one couple and thinking, "Why can't that happen to me?"

I'm New here :D

Hey there fellow bloggers XD

Well I just got this blog. One of my best friends Sarah has one of these and I decided to give it a try. No promises i'll keep it up though :P i'm really bad at things like this.

Well here's a little about myself.
My name is Caitlin.
I'm 14 years old.
I love horses.! I have one, his name is Spirit and he is my life.
I love my parents. They've stuck by me AND EACH OTHER through everything and will always love them, no matter how much I say I hate them sometimes.
I am bi sexual :D
I am like, really in love with a girl. Her name is sarah (yes the same sarah ^) She's beautiful and brightens my day completelly.!
But on the other hand, I have a HUGE crush on this guy, like one of those major school girl crushes where just his name makes your heart pound, his name is Zack :/
I only put the :/ face there because he's dating this other girl (also named caitlyn, just spelled with the y XD lol)
and she's a hell ton better then me, and i've already cause one of her break ups, I really don't want to cause another. I'm pretty sure she hates me though :P
Welllll, yeah that's pretty much it. Hope you had fun reading that.

Something to say how I feel:
You could say I miss you a little
A little- To much
A little- To often
And a little more each day
</3 :'(