It's been awhile... XD SORRY

So, I know, I really haven't been keeping this up. Not much has been happening so I haven't felt the need to blog anything XD

Well, schools going pretty good, Jared and I, well we did some things, but now we're just friends.
I'm trying to get him back, but I do not believe it's working XD I really hope he'll date me :( I like him
a little bit ridiculously. I went to Hallie's and his house today and was sitting in the computer room with Hallie.
I got thirsty and so I walked out to look for a bottle of water and Jared was sitting on the couch so I quickly looked, couldn't find any and huredly went back to the room, and soon as I walk in I start giggling and jumping up and down, and then Hallie looks at me and is like "Jared in there?" and I was like "Yeeeaahhh"
Pathetic? I'm thinkin' yes.

Well, this sucks, HE FRIEND ZONED ME!!! >_< I can't believe he doesn't want to be with me... at all... this sucks man.

Well, Love sucks... fer shizzle.

See you later bloggers!!! <3

Way to much is going on DX

Okay, so i'm moving my horse to a new barn at the beginning of Febuary.! So excited! We had to fix up the stalls and everything, but we had fun doing that, and now it's ready for the horses to move in! Just a little more touch ups to go.

Sarah and I broke up a few days ago cause I cheated on her with Jared... DX I feel terrible about that, and the worst part is that Jared didn't even know I was dating Sarah. So this is all absolutely all my fault. :( And now he doesn't want anything to do with me either.... So now it's back to boy hunting, I guess. ): this might take a lot longer to get through then my normal relationship issues though... he was perfect, so was she. And of course I fuck it completely up... and ruin his trust and break her heart in the mean time... god I am a bitch.!

Well, yeah, that's everything big that's been going on. So there ya go, hope you enjoyed the fact I actually got around to blogging today. XD

Broken Promises

I fall to fast... WAY to fast, I don't just like him, it has to be something more. I don't just like her either...
WHY DOES THIS ALWAYS HAVE TO HAPPEN TO ME?!:'(

Quote:
Broken Promises lead to
Broken Hearts

IT'S BEEN SO LONG D:

Okay, so I told I'm not good with keeping this up. D: but hey, it's okay, right? XD anyways, me and sarah together now :D i'm as happy as could be and bet money we're gonna take it to the summer this time (god I hope so) but yeah, that's pretty much it, other then stupid school, and westernaires got canceled this coming weekend AGAIN this is like the 3rd time in a row specialties have been canceled :( i'm sad, but at least they gave us warning this time.. goin' to Hallie's with Sarah this weekend. EXCITED ;D I love those girls. :3

Wow, that's just awesome.

So sorry I haven't been updating, D: I've been kinda sorta busy for the last week. :P Well, i'm with my friend Hallie today and we're gonna just hang out all day, we're gonna see Sarah later today and I was excited for that... emphasis on the WAS. I was creepin' on her blog earlier and saw that yesterday she went to the mall with her friends and actually met up with this chick that she met on Vampire Freaks. This girl had messaged me like thursday night asking if her and I were still dating and I was like
"No not really, but I want to date her again and I think she might ask me out. Why?"
then she asks me "Well she's really hot and I was wondering if you would be okay with me asking her out"
and then I said "I would rather you didn't"
Then this b!+ch goes "Well i'm still gonna" and I haven't heard from her since, then when I talked to Sarah about she said that the girl wanted to meet up at like the mall or something, but then that not this weekend cause she wants to get to know her better. I asked her if she thought anything was going to happen and Sarah told me she really didn't think so, and ya know I finally told her I DO want to date her again and so now she goes and she's hanging out with this girl...awesome. Well, that's what's going on.

I'm happy for her, cause maybe now she'll believe that girls don't find her un-atractive, but still, I guess i'm just done with everything, and everyone. No one really likes ME, just me. There's always someone better. I lost my chance with her and no guys like me so, I guess i'll just be alone, it's her turn to have the good relationship... even if it's not with me. I just wish that SOMEONE would just once, choose me over the other person they have a choice between... I'll never be anyone's first choice.

Well, on that depressing note. I gtg.

Sarah will be here any moment and I gotta put on that smile so she won't see what's going on... like I have been since I broke up with her.

P.S- Sarah if you read this, don't bring it up. I'll get over it, okay? So just don't worry about it. There's nothing you can do.

Back to school

Well it's back to school on Wednesday. I really don't want to do this! D:
School always sucks. I'm not a good learner and have such a short attention span I can't pay attention and then never know what to do for the homework :( well, I'm gonna try real hard, and i'm gonna do this!!
Wish me luck blogger.

Woops

Hey guys, sorry I haven't blogged in like 3+ days. I've been kinda sorta busy. LOL nothing has really happened, I just have been riding my horse with my friends. :) A LOT lol, I think Jared is totally not in to me XD grr well, i'll get over it I guess, it'll take awhile thogh XD love you bloggers <3