No not alone... Deffinetelly FOREVER alone. Sarah found the love of her life (: They're really cute... it's almost disgusting XD haha, well, I'm happy for her. I just wish that a guy like that could like me. I don't like Kyle she's all his but why can't someone love me like that??
I mean come on... Everyone always says to me "Caitlin, you're only in middle school. Give it time."
Yeah well, ya know what. I would "give it time" if it wasn't everywhere I turned people were having the best relationships ever. Sarah and Kyle... Amie and Griffin... Alexa and Kayla... So on and So forth.
They're all so perfect together and every relationship I've ever had, has ended because someone better comes along and I'm just not enough -_-
KLAJDHFKLAH FUCK THIS SHIT.
Ya know, I'm not that bad, am I? I think I deserve at least a cute mooshy relationship..
Maybe even just a summer fling, but SOMETHING that would leave me happy. I want nothing more than this to work with Ben... I really really do. Wish me luck guys.
Love you bloggers,
Cat Crimson
P.S Ben told me he loved my eyes today, and then we got into an argument about who's eyes are better and he won. So apparently mine are better. :)
P.P.S I think I only have 2 people that read my blog... maybe not even. That's sad. D: I am such a failure XD
Kyle and I are definitely not in love.. I've only known him for 4 months :P
ReplyDeleteThat doesn't matter... and you know it.
ReplyDeleteAnd studies show a crush only last for 4 months...
I don't know why everyone thinks we're in love! We definitely aren't.
ReplyDeleteHe seems to have a different state of mind... and you better hope he doesn't see that ^
ReplyDeleteLove is stupid, anyways.
ReplyDeleteDon't sweat it girl, I completely get you. But now is the time that you get to try and make mistakes. It makes you who you are and eventually you WILL find the one. I know you hate this (as shown) but give it time. It will come when you least expect it.
ReplyDeleteLove you Mom<3
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