Anchors

So, lately i've developed this weird thing for Anchors. I've been drawing them everywhere.
- My school work
- Random doodles
- All over my binder
- Even on myself too XD

I love them. They're really cool and they symbolize something really important for me.

They symbolize the weight that HE has chained to my heart.

I want the days when liked me too, back.
Waking up in his arms.
Hugging him goodbye.
Kissing him, feeling every pulse of passion...
Having his fingers intertwined with mine.
The late night random talks we had, not afraid to tell him everything.
His beautiful eyes looking into mine, with his hands on my waist.

I miss him...
 and the worst part?? He was never mine.

But he's with her now and he's happy. That's all I wanted for him. So I guess I really am just waisting my time, but when someones on your mind 24/7 it's pretty hard to let go.

Do think he knows I still like him?
I don't or at least I hope not. My slight obsession is really creepy.

Maybe this summer will change things. Spending [hopefully] every waking second with Hallie will get my mind off of it, and then since i'll be with him all the time then he'll realize he does want me. Then I get him wrapped around my finger..

Well, See ya bloggers
Catlynn.

PS sorry about doing another rant on him. I'll stop.. maybe.